where are the things i used to love

so, when I started this blog, I kinda hopped I'll truly share my ray of sunshine with you.

Lately I don't think I shine at all.

It's not that I'm ( I can't find the best word ), I just realized I'm angry, really angry, pissed off, and that makes me impossible to feel love and to see kindness and the beauty in the streets and my friends.

Spring has come to my town - I'm missing it.