life goes on

If I look back on the past few weeks, the only thing I wanna do is to scream.

I've been telling to my friends how I believe that life gives you only those things than you can cope with at the best time in your life.

But being over analytical, as usual, I can't stop asking and searching for a meaning of these past few experiences I had to and have to experience.

Sometimes it's to much. I don't have enough energy, positive words and willingness to overcome everyday bullshits.


I wonder how does it feel when you are doing something truly amazing and wonderful that impacts peoples lives?


It could be that my dream about going to India and working with the poor is what I desire.