New Year, Old Feelings...

I have this enormous destructive energy in myself, that I'm scared off.

If you cannot, I assure you that I can understand those who kill out of rage.

You would not believe how easily the black-out and short switch overcome the beauty we all have inside.

I don't like this evil twin of mine, It's how I like to call it. I hate behaving like a maniac, I hate these destructive feelings and thoughts constantly running around my head.

My wishes for each year combine in my personal mantra: Peace, Love and Understanding.

Will this year be the one where my entire being creates the circle? The whole me?

It remains to be seen.

It didn't start to well, I'm seriously sick, everything hurts me, and everything annoys me.

But do believe in love.