be.

Well, I hate PMS!

And fool moon too!

Who invented those things anyway!

I had a fight with my mom today, actually it was such a mess, public fight, crying and leaving her and my older sister in the middle of a street.

I have serious identity crisis and not sure where I am at the moment, and if what I'm doing is any good.

And now I feel sorry and angry, and gosh, such a mess. My mom didn't do anything wrong, but not sure if she did anything good, though.

The thing I was always missing in my family is a support. Today I needed that too, but didn't get it.

And I miss being happy, and really want to know what happiness is...

Trying to be me,


S