send out your ray of sunshine

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I recently discovered a blog to which I become addicted, and simplicity of it inspired me to put my own thoughts on a virtual paper. I’m gonna try to be bold and frank in writing, and hope my words will be honest and spontaneous. ....

As some of the people in my life know - moves were never a problem for me, but when it comes to words, well, finding the ones that will describe the best "a beautiful mess" of my head can be a problem.....

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And I’m stuck again…....

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Ok, here we go.....

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About a year ago, I gave to myself the most precious gift, Yoga classes. I didn’t know what to expect, and for sure didn’t expect to turn my world upside down. And just to let you know - ground is still shaking, trying to set the balance. ....

I didn’t expect to be so hard – and it is, I’m not going to lie, so hard that on each class ” For a few seconds I even hate Yoga" – like my favorite blog writer wrote. ....

I took me quite a while to realize that that’s just a resistance game that my mind loves to play. I took me quite a while to accept that the world I created represents just a game, with different actors in different surroundings, which I’m constantly playing. And yeah, life is a game, but I don’t have to be an actress to play it. I can just be me. One of the hardest thing, but I love each second on the “stage’. Because I’m present to be me in very this moment. ....

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But if I can use just one word to describe it, I would say: Yoga is simply BEAUTIFUL.....

To use my favorite verse: “Somehow the Sun keeps shining upon you”. ....

It gives me freedom, and a chance to be me, real me, in this now moment. How often do you let yourself to be just you?....

I get answers to all the questions that my mind creates, even when I’m not asking. And never will stop asking.....

It is a journey, a wonderful journey of knowledge. I learn how to understand and accept myself – mind, body, soul – all together, as well as way to understand and accept others. And this is not always easy, but the thing is, it doesn't have to be. You just have to keep your mind wide opened. I discovered (and still do) peace, honesty and simple life truths – which I would love to share with all the people I know, consciousness, gratitude, smiles, patience, love, life, and how to respect it, people, myself - all the little things that spin the world. Happiness is knocking on the door too (guess it is shy :), and I do open the door. ....

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This journey is scary, but of all of my fears, this is the one that will never end. I would love to see passengers joining. Just live in the present – in just this moment.....

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And remember: amazing thing is that we all have so much beauty inside ourselves; we just have to wake it up and allow it to meet the beauty of the world. Because, the world is beautiful – just look the Sun.....

And send out your ray of sunshine.