Family

Whole of my life I have this problem to relate to my family. And my entire life I'm searching for that feeling that will fill out the empty place in my soul saved just for the 'i'm home' emotions. I was lucky enough to find that place of a peace couple of times.
One thing that gave me and still gives me 'i'm home' feelings, is my dog. I feel safe, accepted, loved. Geneva was like that, Dunja gives me that feeling and I'm not even there jet, but this particular family from Ireland already made me feel like I belong, like I'm a part of their family already. I just hope I'm not wrong and I hope that leaving my dog for a year will be worth it and that I will spread my wings and be able to fly to my freedom.